Messenger said I had a message From you I didn’t expect For the first time in forever I let it sit where it sat. I read it, and then I cried I left you on read Not because I don’t care But because I do I do since I was 15 You were always my …
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Depression has a name
Depression has a name I call her sadness in a dark Room sitting on the floor Depression has a name I call her tissues full of tears Liner running down my cheeks Depression has a name I call her tired and drained Trying to stay focused Depression has a name I call her fall apart …
The last poem
This is the last poem of you the last word, sentence, emotional torment too. this is the last poem of you. that lingers on the page. the last time my head wonders about a call or text the last time I hope someone is ” my person, my one, the vibe it’s over and I’m …
Kiss me with your eyes
Kiss me with your eyesGently and sweetCan you look at me without looking awayOr do you see me waiting for a glanceA chance to mirror your visionTo love you with only my faceWhen you smile at me with your eyesYou hold me in placeIt’s not a fatal attractionOr perhaps it could beA warm touch of …
Uncertainty
My uncertainty comes from the beliefThat I was more and you wanted thatMy certainty comes from the hopeThat your heart would be mineBut it isn’t, and i wasn’tAnd the holes you leftSeeped through me like rainOr ice, or maybe snowAt this point I don’t knowMy uncertainty comes from knowingI tried but I failedYou bruised my …
Thank you
I guess I owe you a thank youCause I found meWhen you hurt meOut in the rain with my heart exposedLost in the dark with no controlsTears streaming passThe floating AbcsThat formed the wordsYou didn’t say to mePinky swears and maybesBroken flames you stole from meA faded picture in my phoneA love of us built …
Your number
Today I deleted some numbers in my phoneBut I came up to yours and I left it aloneDo I block it? Do I erase it?Do I keep it to just in case itI felt the need to call youWithout anything to sayTo tell you all you missedBut I strolled pass your nameAnd pretend to knowRather …
Another lonely Vday
Today I am a little sad. Tomorrow is Vday And I hoped when 2024 Came in that I would have one But it didn’t come that way And I’m a little sad about that I wanted to spoil my crush or have my crush Spoil me because I never had that Today I felt a …
truth
usually, I write a poem or two but today I’m just blogging. I wake every day in this healing journey and realize more and more that even though you made me feel like I was competing with her, but I was not because I doubt, she ever knew I existed beyond what you told her. …
Make sure you tell them
Even when I know you played meI still wish the best for you and worry about your health.Wish I could explain it, but I can’t .But I can’t go back , I can’t continueTo let you up and down my heart.It was toxic from the start.And I had to save me before youCaved me. Healing …
