Clarity (in a song) Clarity can be found in the smallest things. Today I found it in a song. I thought that if I did everything right, then past loves or lovers would want to be with me, to stay, to ride into the sunset. Only issue with that thought is that love is not …
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Out loud
It’s weird… even in the lightest of rooms I still think of you I secretly wish it turned out differently I wish you still called my phone, sent a text Remind me I’m not alone. Never lovers just friends who’s love for each other was so magnetic That it aligned the stars in a way …
Four signs I’m done with
It started with an Aries, who promised the world Then came a libra, who showed me he cared, gave me love and appreciated I was there. Slowly came a Virgo manipulating his wants and using loneliness to get what he wants. Then came another Virgo, I guess I didn’t learn from the first, he was …
the final piece
Finally, it hits me like a bar fight or a knockout at UFC That you never loved me. I was the female you needed around just to be around Until you decide to go home Its crazy to think I thought I had a chance, a spot, a position I put in an application for …
Thumbs up
Thumbs up The road will travel as far as you can walk. and even if you can’t it will continue. because by the time you stop to view everything worth viewing they’ll be nothing left for you to see. just sand and air spinning endlessly The highway is so empty it feels alone. As the …
If I’m meant to be alone.
The silhouette
The silhouette of you creeps in the music that tells a story . Like rascal flatts, “what hurts the most, or Jason aldeans, “Truth.” I felt the tears come to my eyes peeking through but never showing there true selves. I see you sometimes when the dark low side kicks in, As quickly as I …
Jumbled words
When it hits the brain it’s clear And then I lift the pen and it disappears And it’s frustrating cause it sounded so good While my inner mind read it in my head But the ink that hit the paper was dead I could imagine the flow of each word The sound it made as …
new poem
Where I am Year and a half ago… I would have told you, “It was the end.” I was heartbroken, used up and at my end I poured into cups that drained mine. I loved human frames that couldn’t love back I required validation from people who didn’t validate themselves I needed to be seen …
In my solitude ….I am Her
In my solitude I begin to understand why I feel like i feel why the pain and the brokenness was left on its own to heal but what does that mean? to heal, to hurt, to feel as if in my solitude the rage coursing through my veins is real it isn’t . just a …