The way I use to feel inside has long changed I miss you in a way that chokes my tears and elevates my fears The way I use to see you through lens of certainty and hope I miss you in a way that drowns my soul and beats my face of blue The way …
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What love is not (or is)
Now I know what love is not I know why it is forbidden And why it tears me from the inside out It’s an illusion on a stage with the world watching It’s a broken step in the dark you don’t see It’s an attacker you can’t fight Now I know what love is not …
Thirty-nine
Tomorrow is my birthday I’ll be 39, the last year in my thirties. Usually I’m more excited except birthdays are the same every year I spend them single. See birthdays mean two things to me, two paths The first one being you did not get it right , aren’t living your dream, Your true self …
The theory of missing you
When you reach a certain level of the healing journey, you realize everything is not or was not what it seemed in the start. Feelings and opinions can make things foggy, and the answers can be one sided or even mistaken for right. I spent so much time drowning in my own feelings, That I …
People I use to love
The people I use to love to be around Are no longer around anymore Strange how forever and always Becomes never again The memories that hold your mind captive Become regret you want to end The hugs you once gave Never feel the same And the laughs you once shared Now feel so lame I …
Pieces of me
Left my heart on the page so many times And with every rip, I felt it decline Wondering over and over What I did wrong, as I cried every word From those sad sad songs Talking to my therapist , praying she’ll fix me Or my favorite tarot reader hoping She senses me. Trying to …
suckers
love is for suckers please kiss me and hold me tight love is for suckers please stay with me tonight love is for suckers dinner, flowers, and walks love is for suckers lets cuddle and talk love is for suckers a kiss under the stars a ring on a finger a lifetime of dreams love …
Tell my head, tell my heart
Tell my head to tell my heart That closure isn’t needed That some doors should be burned to ashes And some pains can never be deleted Tell my heart to tell my head That it’s okay to never know why Some excuses hide as lies Tell my head to tell my heart These tears are …
bleeding
the sting of my lip from the words attacking they hit harder than they should opening up scars and leaving bruises as they throw another punch, this time connecting with my heart pulse racing as i feel a wetness drip from my face a knifes tip lodged deep in my chest I put up my …
The same
With the tears rolling down my face the words floating everywhere but the page I find myself facing the truth…. and in that truth i find that it doesn’t matter my side or yours I find myself knowing that how i felt , correction how i feel about you is the same in the sense …
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